I hate it. Every part of it. I hate when I'm not able to get my ideas across just for the simple reason that I can't find the right words to say them with. It's like chaining myself up. And it gets me into such a frustration that I feel like there's a huge lump in my heart or my throat whenever I think about it. Yeah, for what I'm talking about, read above. I know, my writing seems fine here, but what I'm actually referring to professional writing. For my opinion article in my high school newspaper. It's like I'm in this white room and all around me is a wall painted in white with no apparent scratches of color at all.

It's very limiting, yes. And this is freaking OPINION. There aren't supposed to be any formalities. And it's all about what I've got to say about a certain topic. Or maybe I'm just not good in writing for newspapers. It all feels like a burden. (Okay, my club adviser isn't supposed to see that. He'll go ballistic and sack me from my position.) And here I am, ranting about it all to you people. I'm really the queen of informal writing. I hate writing something that I know would be criticized mercilessly by others. I hate it. I absolutely do. Okay. End of rant. Off to work. ACCEPTANCE. Yep, that's my topic.

I hate it. Every part of it. I hate when I'm not able to get my ideas across just for the simple reason that I can't find the right words to say them with. It's like chaining myself up. And it gets me into such a frustration that I feel like there's a huge lump in my heart or my throat whenever I think about it. Yeah, for what I'm talking about, read above. I know, my writing seems fine here, but what I'm actually referring to professional writing. For my opinion article in my high school newspaper. It's like I'm in this white room and all around me is a wall painted in white with no apparent scratches of color at all.

It's very limiting, yes. And this is freaking OPINION. There aren't supposed to be any formalities. And it's all about what I've got to say about a certain topic. Or maybe I'm just not good in writing for newspapers. It all feels like a burden. (Okay, my club adviser isn't supposed to see that. He'll go ballistic and sack me from my position.) And here I am, ranting about it all to you people. I'm really the queen of informal writing. I hate writing something that I know would be criticized mercilessly by others. I hate it. I absolutely do. Okay. End of rant. Off to work. ACCEPTANCE. Yep, that's my topic.