Straight From the Heart
Thursday, July 14, 20112:00 PM
Kay. After an especially stressful week, here I am, hoping that things would turn out for the better. AND IT DOES. I can't express how relieved I am. I feel like I won the lottery, when in reality, nothing really happened that in anyway benefits me. Again, I'm not doing home work? What is it about home work that I just can't face it? Anyway, that's not important. What's important is why I jumped for joy (and almost banged my head on the low ceiling) just a minute ago.
It's just that this afternoon, I was worrying about my crush's love life. I know, I know, it should keep me busy enough to look after my own matters of the heart, but isn't that just the same? Because TOOT is my crush after all and he is the matter of my heart so it's just right that I worry about him. What happened is my best friend (who I think is not really all for the TOOT thing) told me that she, once again, saw him talking to the stick girl. Oh you know, code names. We just looove code names. It reigns us from randomly calling the other person a bitch.
You understand what I'm trying to say? I don't know with guys, but this applies much more with the ladies; when you pick up something on the radar that your crush likes someone else, you immediately build up antagonistic feelings for that person right? Like, there's just something in the equation that makes the two of you go syntax error. That there's some natural philosophy that states that you're meant to be each other's enemies. All because of the affection of a guy/girl. Life, how I love you and your silly antics.