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Monday, May 31, 201011:58 AM

A good day. Actually, I can't really see the screen clearly because my tears are blurring the words and it's wonder I could still take some time to write something here. There are some rare moments when I get so emotional and the tears just come by themselves without me even noticing it. But these moments are truly important, not so much because they make me sane enough but because they come at such unexpected times and because I know that they only appear because I truly felt and saw or whatever what were the feelings conveyed in whatever made me cry hard, either may it be a song, a tv series or an anime. Just like now.

Because I was looking for something to put in my music playlist, I came upon the song "Snow Flower" and I got curious (as I always do) and did some research about the drama where it was used which was "I'm Sorry, I Love You". The official music video just drove me to tears. The story and moments just broke something within me. The story is about a gangster, I didn't really remember his name, it was Moo Hyuk, or something, of course it's Korean that's why I can't remember it. He helped this Korean girl when she was in Australia and she was mugged. He got her things back for her and she was able to go home to Korea.

And then, Moo Hyuk (I kept saying that name, I don't know if it's correct, I just don't care.) has an ex-girlfriend and she was getting married. There was an ambush in the wedding of the ex-girlfriend, and I think because he loved her too much to make her sad, he jumped in in time to save the groom from being shot and Moo Hyuk was shot in head instead. There were two bullets that went in his head, and the doctors were able to remove one but the other is too deeply lodged in his head. He was told that he only had some years left before he would die and make the most out of his remaining time. It was a long story why he went Korea, and how he tried to find his mother there (His real mother was a Korean actress) and found out that she has a son, and that they were happily adored by the people. He decided to get revenge to his mother and her son (the son by the way, was the guy that Eun Chae loved; Eun Chae was the Korean girl that Moo Hyuk helped before in Australia) by infiltrating in their lives and being the manager of his mother's son.

He found out that his mother didn't really abandoned him, but that Eun Chae's dad was the one that lied to Moo Hyuk's mother that he was dead and sent to him to his foster parents where they migrated to Australia. Choi Yune, Moo Hyuk's brother from his mother was engaged in a car accident and he needed a heart transplant so he could live. In the end, in a motorcycle race, he finally gave in to his sickness and not long before he died, he asked for Eun Chae and he died in her arms. Before his death, when he found out that Eun Chae's dad was at fault, he wanted and tried to strangle him to death, but found out he couldn't and told him that punishment would eventually find him and come to him. After Moo Hyuk died, Eun Chae went to Australia and roamed the streets where she and Moo Hyuk went together and finally returned to Korea and went to Moo Hyuk's grave where she lay and slept beside him in his grave in the ground with a red bottle placed above her head, which implied that she committed suicide and died beside Moo Hyuk's grave. The punishment that Eun Chae's father received was the death of his own daughter.

I really couldn't stop being emotional since it was really sad, the way when Moo Hyuk made the best out of his remaining time and found new love with Eun Chae. When they would sleep in the dock with only brown cardboard that served as a mattress. It's like really heart brokening, when they could have shared more times together if only he didn't die, and how happy he gets when he's with Eun Chae and wished that every moment lasted longer than just a few minutes. That only if he had more time, if only he had just one more chance. If only, if only...

I'm really through with so much tears and being emotional and all but it's really the perfect tear jerker. Here below is the video that really moved me to completely unstoppable tears and so much emotional bouts.

And so, this is it. Prepare tissues. Or NOT. LOL.

At the least, I was able to calm down enough to feel irritated in the slowness of how Blogger uploads their personal videos. What a bother. By the way, I'm okay now. No need to worry about my sanity and emotional meter. I'm still capable of putting myself right.

Be posting soon. As ALWAYS.
Blog is still under construction, hope it looks better after I'm done with it.

LOVELOTZ,

Blessie Anne


P.S
The video is not mine, all credits on the video goes to YouTube member: chooger
Thanks.

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