Goodbye My Preciously Demented Summer
Tuesday, June 8, 201010:08 AM
Unlike other teenagers out there, I'm particularly happy that summer's about to end. Maybe because my summer has been a complete bitch to me and everything I do, or I tried to do failed likewise. Good music, enough reflection time and my new found love for hidden object games (e.g Vampireville) were pretty everything interesting that happened to me within three lazy months. But you know what? I did lean about something after much mumbling to myself and endless reflections on what would happen if and what if things were like this and such. You know how children loves hearing fairy tales? Especially young girls who can't seem to get enough of "happily ever after" and glass slippers being the key to the love of a Prince and fairy god mothers. Yeah right. Any sane, mature person would think that these are superficial and no such things happens in real life.
Fueled by countless Cinderella-derived movies (such as A Cinderella Story, and Another Cinderella Story), people just keeps on believing that sometime later, they'll be swept off their feet and their Prince would sweep them away to his majestic castle. Yeah, DREAM ON. The thing is, Cinderella stories don't happen in real life. You don't get everything so easily just by being good and physically and verbally harassed by austere stepmothers and vile stepsisters. It's very hopeless romantic to think that these things would happen in just a blink of an eye, or when you will it so badly with all your being. I, on the other hand, choose to see it in a different perspective.
You see, every person has their own love story. These things come at the right time and even if it doesn't last a long time, the important thing is you managed to feel the spark and the priceless serendipity in entails. Okay, I, myself, doesn't understand what I'm saying anymore. So much for sharing knowledgeable opinions. To try to stem it down in a more understandable and palpable explanation, WE make our own love story. If we dream about something and believe in our hearts that "this will happen to me someday" then, sure, it does happen because you willed it to be. Like so many cliche lessons in life, we make our own destiny. We pave our paths to take and it's entirely up to us to decide how we will end up. Some things may seem impossible to happen and we always fall into thinking that we can't ever do it but it's not so. When we set our goals into one thing, and sincerely hope to be able to achieve it, you'll see that nothing is impossible for us humans.
And so, after much agonizing on countless nights about something that I've been worried sick about since the beginning of summer, here I am, about to go to a seminar for the school newspaper. I'm not that sure yet, but I really hope so that I got in on the publication. I hope I could do something worthwhile for my junior year. I want to be able to make a difference and leave a mark that my teachers and my classmates would remember me upon. Mostly, I want to make this year a memorable one because I want my best friend to remember this school year as one where I never left her side and that I'm always here for her. I'm even planning on making prom memorable for us both. Well, HOPEFULLY.
And so, yes. I just want to forget my failure last year and all the nightmar-ish things that happened. I just wish they'd all be wiped out from my memory. I literally contort in agony and embarrassment when I think about those moments. Totally not scrap book worthy. AHH! Would it be possible if I wish things never happened as they are? But no, that would have been horrible because that means I'd be even more lost than I am now. Oh, yeah. Guys, I have some news! I'm going to start a new blog alongside this one! Actually, it's going to be my story blog because I'm tired of losing the ideas for my stories and wouldn't it be better if I actually documented them and I started a bunch of cool series of stories that (if you're interested) you could follow once I updated them? I could even post some of my short stories on them and you could just check it out from the list.
I'm trying to make it more grand than my original journal blog (which is this one) and I'm just browsing for the perfect design. But once it's finished, it's sure to be pleasing to the eye. And it's not really my custom to leave things unattended and falling apart when it comes to my official accounts or blogs that I've actually exerted and poured a lot of effort on. I get queasy when things are not going the way I want them to be and I'd stop at nothing to edit them and make them works of art. Whatever. Haha.
And so, I'm gonna wrap this up! I'm SO excited for the upcoming school year. And anyway, it's back to classes in one week or so. That leaves me no time to laze around and think that I'm still on serene vacation. Yeah, in my dreams. I've run out of things to say already so I think I'm going to end here.
Fueled by countless Cinderella-derived movies (such as A Cinderella Story, and Another Cinderella Story), people just keeps on believing that sometime later, they'll be swept off their feet and their Prince would sweep them away to his majestic castle. Yeah, DREAM ON. The thing is, Cinderella stories don't happen in real life. You don't get everything so easily just by being good and physically and verbally harassed by austere stepmothers and vile stepsisters. It's very hopeless romantic to think that these things would happen in just a blink of an eye, or when you will it so badly with all your being. I, on the other hand, choose to see it in a different perspective.
You see, every person has their own love story. These things come at the right time and even if it doesn't last a long time, the important thing is you managed to feel the spark and the priceless serendipity in entails. Okay, I, myself, doesn't understand what I'm saying anymore. So much for sharing knowledgeable opinions. To try to stem it down in a more understandable and palpable explanation, WE make our own love story. If we dream about something and believe in our hearts that "this will happen to me someday" then, sure, it does happen because you willed it to be. Like so many cliche lessons in life, we make our own destiny. We pave our paths to take and it's entirely up to us to decide how we will end up. Some things may seem impossible to happen and we always fall into thinking that we can't ever do it but it's not so. When we set our goals into one thing, and sincerely hope to be able to achieve it, you'll see that nothing is impossible for us humans.
And so, after much agonizing on countless nights about something that I've been worried sick about since the beginning of summer, here I am, about to go to a seminar for the school newspaper. I'm not that sure yet, but I really hope so that I got in on the publication. I hope I could do something worthwhile for my junior year. I want to be able to make a difference and leave a mark that my teachers and my classmates would remember me upon. Mostly, I want to make this year a memorable one because I want my best friend to remember this school year as one where I never left her side and that I'm always here for her. I'm even planning on making prom memorable for us both. Well, HOPEFULLY.
And so, yes. I just want to forget my failure last year and all the nightmar-ish things that happened. I just wish they'd all be wiped out from my memory. I literally contort in agony and embarrassment when I think about those moments. Totally not scrap book worthy. AHH! Would it be possible if I wish things never happened as they are? But no, that would have been horrible because that means I'd be even more lost than I am now. Oh, yeah. Guys, I have some news! I'm going to start a new blog alongside this one! Actually, it's going to be my story blog because I'm tired of losing the ideas for my stories and wouldn't it be better if I actually documented them and I started a bunch of cool series of stories that (if you're interested) you could follow once I updated them? I could even post some of my short stories on them and you could just check it out from the list.
I'm trying to make it more grand than my original journal blog (which is this one) and I'm just browsing for the perfect design. But once it's finished, it's sure to be pleasing to the eye. And it's not really my custom to leave things unattended and falling apart when it comes to my official accounts or blogs that I've actually exerted and poured a lot of effort on. I get queasy when things are not going the way I want them to be and I'd stop at nothing to edit them and make them works of art. Whatever. Haha.
And so, I'm gonna wrap this up! I'm SO excited for the upcoming school year. And anyway, it's back to classes in one week or so. That leaves me no time to laze around and think that I'm still on serene vacation. Yeah, in my dreams. I've run out of things to say already so I think I'm going to end here.
HAVE A NICE AND ENJOYABLE SCHOOL YEAR!
Try your best at every endeavor and give it your all!
Try your best at every endeavor and give it your all!
And also, give your studies a good deal of taking care and you'd pass everything with flying colors if you do. Ending the school year and realizing that you've made it memorable and unforgettable in some way would really give you an emotional boost. And it would be even better if you know you did well in your studies. It would give you a clear conscience once the next summer comes so you could do ANYTHING at all that you want to do. May it be fishy or not. ^_-
XOXO,
BLESSIE ANNE
P.S
Believe in yourself.
And, just an afterthought, love yourself too.
Be inspired!
XOXO,
BLESSIE ANNE
P.S
Believe in yourself.
And, just an afterthought, love yourself too.
Be inspired!
Labels: cinderella, end, school, summer
