But that's all in the past, and I'm all right already. Sort of. Have you guys already started school? I know a lot of schools started ahead of ours and students in different colored uniforms are already about and kicking their first lessons of the year. Well, do your best! I don't know what to talk about right now, and I'm rather raw from the past few days, and having a crying jag sure isn't a lot of fun so please bear with all my boringness (if there is such a word). And so, after staying up late last night (because of watching Pilipinas Got Talent and seeing how each contestant faired), not only did my amount of eye bugs increased, I also rediscovered my love of ARIAS! They're the pieces that opera artists sing during their performances. They're a bit hefty and difficult for a soprano to carry because of their totally high notes and the pace of the melody is just so different from the pop songs we usually hear on air.

I guess I learned about these arias when I first heard one during my sixth grade music class. My music teacher was teaching us about the different voice ranges and she brought a CD player and played some songs performed by a variety of singers and we're tasked to identify whether the voice range was a soprano, tenor, bass or alto. Every bit of it was easy because sopranos get the high notes, and so does the tenor; the only difference is that they're from different genders but they practically own the high voice range. For the Alto and Bass, they have a lower voice range and difference being the same as Tenor and Soprano.

And... oh yeah, before I forget, a whole lot of congratulations to Pilipinas Got Talent's first grand champion JOVIT BALDEVINO. Pinoy pride and all that. Well, actually, I couldn't care less. I don't really adore Jovit but I don't have anything against him at all, don't get me wrong. It's just that my family managed to warp his image so much that I began to despise later on. But if you ask me, honestly, I do think he has talent and it's all right for him to bag the prize. It's really just that my mom and brother were like crazed lunatics downing every contestant in the talent search and saying that they're nowhere as good as Jovit is. But, duh? What's even the point of a talent search if not everyone is given a chance to showcase their talents right? After all, that's why it says "talent" search.

Congratulations JOVIT!!! You deserve it.

Yeah, here I am again, getting heated up about my own opinions and beliefs. It wouldn't surprise me if one day I'd wield a sword and be all Joan of Arc on the street, shouting "MAKIBAKA!" Okay, that's a bit funny. And in my heart, I just recently had a cause for celebration since I turned out okay and I'm doing fine right now. I've had a lot of time to reflect on things and I managed to realize a few pointers and that the things I wanted weren't really the things that I needed. Living means far more than someone I love loving me back and being the top of the class and all. I guess having obstacles can't be helped at all and all you could do in the end is to stick on it and pull through thick and thin. You just have to remember and keep it in your heart that someone believes in you so much that you can do anything you set your sights into. You just have to give a lot effort into it.

I can't say I'm wholeheartedly ready for school tomorrow, but I guess I'm emotionally prepared already. I still don't know how I'd react when I see him again tomorrow but I hope I'll be able to put up my defense strong enough. I'm not sure whether I'm going to crack after all... or not. Let's just see. Though, I'm totally looking forward in seeing all my friends yet again. I want to catch up with everybody, get greeted by my acquaintances and meet my new, out of the dawn adviser. I wonder how she'll be. You know what? Just to capture this moment, I want you to know how it feels when you let go of something, even if you aren't sure you're truly gonna stick to it, but regardless, when you set something free and you accept it with all your heart and think that you're going to be okay SOMEHOW, it's a great and pleasurable state of being.

I mean, sometimes, moments like this take months and more to occur. It just doesn't come when you snap your finger. Funny, but think of Nirvana and all those Buddhism stuff. I just came to terms that all they teach in Buddhism aren't just weave of the tongue but that there's actually more to it than meets the eye. When you think about it, it's actually true. That when you let go of all the things you've always wanted and let the wind carry you where you're supposed to go, you will find happiness. Even if it's rather brief and in a spur of the moment. But, in any case, nothing last forever anyway so it's perfectly normal. After all, life wouldn't be interesting to live if it's not spiced up and challenging right? We just have to wait patiently and all thing would come to their own due.

And yeah right, before I end this post, I want to share with you another love of mine that I just recently got addicted with! I'm officially and irrevocably engrossed with Angel Beats! And a small portion of La Corda D'Oro. Ahhh! See how demented I am and gaga all over them? I even squeeze my eyes tight and giggle all over whenever I think about Otonashi and Kanade. They're like the cutest couple. You know what? Now that I think about it, I'm actually coming to love anime series with tsundere main female protagonists in them. I mean, they're like totally lovable despite of their rough side, and it's as if they're just hiding who they really are, and behind all the show, they're just mere human beings who desires to love and to be loved in return. Though, I don't care that much for female protagonists who are all girly girly and shy. They just make me want to dribble and engrave them into asphalt walls and erase them from the face of the earth. They think they're so pretty and lovable... NOT!

Tachibana Kanade and Otonashi Yuzuru

Sorry from my full enthusiasm in bashing feeling pretty girls who thinks they're all that matters. They seem to have the deluded idea that everyone falls head over heels for them. SO IRRITATING. But, oh well... I guess you just really couldn't avoid girls of that stature since the truth is, they do look cute and *in a totally menacing tone with eyes that shine like kunais* that's exactly what make them so full of their flirty dramatic they-think-they're-so-lavishly-popular selves!

TO THE HIGH SCHOOL THOMASIANS WHO ARE (I'm about to say "who're" but it sounds bad, don't you think? Or is it just me? LOL. I don't know.) ABOUT TO HAVE THEIR FIRST DAY TOMORROW, GOODLUCK!

I heard we're going to have a mass right on the first day, but isn't it a bit odd since normally, and usually, we have half days on the first day. But I don't know and I'm not sure because I just heard these things from a bunch of my socially aware classmates who actually pays attention on what's about to happen. Unlike me, I couldn't have been more aware than a bunny who sees a carrot and runs on to grab it even if a lion is already waiting for the rabbit to clung to the bait. So minna, let's do our best all right? Just keep on holding and wait for things to go on their own way. You'll be surprised how things would unravel when you let them be. Maybe even for the better.

Till my next post,

Missing you lots,

BLESSIE


P.S
E:su, watashi iten noru imasugu. Sore kamoshirenai omoeru muzukashii, ga watakushi imadani setsunai. Tada ageru watushi aru jikan ni uketoru ue soko. Nande kaneru soko miru waga koibito taishite soko? Michitariru yoshi? Yoshi?! Watashi makoto soko.

I placed the words on Japanese since I figured no one would be able to crack this. Or at least, I think they wouldn't be able to. I hope. Well, when you actually read it in kanji, it's rather warped and incomprehensible. I don't know. Haha. But for me, the meaning is undeniably clear.

Labels: angel, beats, enthusiasm, random, school

But that's all in the past, and I'm all right already. Sort of. Have you guys already started school? I know a lot of schools started ahead of ours and students in different colored uniforms are already about and kicking their first lessons of the year. Well, do your best! I don't know what to talk about right now, and I'm rather raw from the past few days, and having a crying jag sure isn't a lot of fun so please bear with all my boringness (if there is such a word). And so, after staying up late last night (because of watching Pilipinas Got Talent and seeing how each contestant faired), not only did my amount of eye bugs increased, I also rediscovered my love of ARIAS! They're the pieces that opera artists sing during their performances. They're a bit hefty and difficult for a soprano to carry because of their totally high notes and the pace of the melody is just so different from the pop songs we usually hear on air.

I guess I learned about these arias when I first heard one during my sixth grade music class. My music teacher was teaching us about the different voice ranges and she brought a CD player and played some songs performed by a variety of singers and we're tasked to identify whether the voice range was a soprano, tenor, bass or alto. Every bit of it was easy because sopranos get the high notes, and so does the tenor; the only difference is that they're from different genders but they practically own the high voice range. For the Alto and Bass, they have a lower voice range and difference being the same as Tenor and Soprano.

And... oh yeah, before I forget, a whole lot of congratulations to Pilipinas Got Talent's first grand champion JOVIT BALDEVINO. Pinoy pride and all that. Well, actually, I couldn't care less. I don't really adore Jovit but I don't have anything against him at all, don't get me wrong. It's just that my family managed to warp his image so much that I began to despise later on. But if you ask me, honestly, I do think he has talent and it's all right for him to bag the prize. It's really just that my mom and brother were like crazed lunatics downing every contestant in the talent search and saying that they're nowhere as good as Jovit is. But, duh? What's even the point of a talent search if not everyone is given a chance to showcase their talents right? After all, that's why it says "talent" search.

Congratulations JOVIT!!! You deserve it.

Yeah, here I am again, getting heated up about my own opinions and beliefs. It wouldn't surprise me if one day I'd wield a sword and be all Joan of Arc on the street, shouting "MAKIBAKA!" Okay, that's a bit funny. And in my heart, I just recently had a cause for celebration since I turned out okay and I'm doing fine right now. I've had a lot of time to reflect on things and I managed to realize a few pointers and that the things I wanted weren't really the things that I needed. Living means far more than someone I love loving me back and being the top of the class and all. I guess having obstacles can't be helped at all and all you could do in the end is to stick on it and pull through thick and thin. You just have to remember and keep it in your heart that someone believes in you so much that you can do anything you set your sights into. You just have to give a lot effort into it.

I can't say I'm wholeheartedly ready for school tomorrow, but I guess I'm emotionally prepared already. I still don't know how I'd react when I see him again tomorrow but I hope I'll be able to put up my defense strong enough. I'm not sure whether I'm going to crack after all... or not. Let's just see. Though, I'm totally looking forward in seeing all my friends yet again. I want to catch up with everybody, get greeted by my acquaintances and meet my new, out of the dawn adviser. I wonder how she'll be. You know what? Just to capture this moment, I want you to know how it feels when you let go of something, even if you aren't sure you're truly gonna stick to it, but regardless, when you set something free and you accept it with all your heart and think that you're going to be okay SOMEHOW, it's a great and pleasurable state of being.

I mean, sometimes, moments like this take months and more to occur. It just doesn't come when you snap your finger. Funny, but think of Nirvana and all those Buddhism stuff. I just came to terms that all they teach in Buddhism aren't just weave of the tongue but that there's actually more to it than meets the eye. When you think about it, it's actually true. That when you let go of all the things you've always wanted and let the wind carry you where you're supposed to go, you will find happiness. Even if it's rather brief and in a spur of the moment. But, in any case, nothing last forever anyway so it's perfectly normal. After all, life wouldn't be interesting to live if it's not spiced up and challenging right? We just have to wait patiently and all thing would come to their own due.

And yeah right, before I end this post, I want to share with you another love of mine that I just recently got addicted with! I'm officially and irrevocably engrossed with Angel Beats! And a small portion of La Corda D'Oro. Ahhh! See how demented I am and gaga all over them? I even squeeze my eyes tight and giggle all over whenever I think about Otonashi and Kanade. They're like the cutest couple. You know what? Now that I think about it, I'm actually coming to love anime series with tsundere main female protagonists in them. I mean, they're like totally lovable despite of their rough side, and it's as if they're just hiding who they really are, and behind all the show, they're just mere human beings who desires to love and to be loved in return. Though, I don't care that much for female protagonists who are all girly girly and shy. They just make me want to dribble and engrave them into asphalt walls and erase them from the face of the earth. They think they're so pretty and lovable... NOT!

Tachibana Kanade and Otonashi Yuzuru

Sorry from my full enthusiasm in bashing feeling pretty girls who thinks they're all that matters. They seem to have the deluded idea that everyone falls head over heels for them. SO IRRITATING. But, oh well... I guess you just really couldn't avoid girls of that stature since the truth is, they do look cute and *in a totally menacing tone with eyes that shine like kunais* that's exactly what make them so full of their flirty dramatic they-think-they're-so-lavishly-popular selves!

TO THE HIGH SCHOOL THOMASIANS WHO ARE (I'm about to say "who're" but it sounds bad, don't you think? Or is it just me? LOL. I don't know.) ABOUT TO HAVE THEIR FIRST DAY TOMORROW, GOODLUCK!

I heard we're going to have a mass right on the first day, but isn't it a bit odd since normally, and usually, we have half days on the first day. But I don't know and I'm not sure because I just heard these things from a bunch of my socially aware classmates who actually pays attention on what's about to happen. Unlike me, I couldn't have been more aware than a bunny who sees a carrot and runs on to grab it even if a lion is already waiting for the rabbit to clung to the bait. So minna, let's do our best all right? Just keep on holding and wait for things to go on their own way. You'll be surprised how things would unravel when you let them be. Maybe even for the better.

Till my next post,

Missing you lots,

BLESSIE


P.S
E:su, watashi iten noru imasugu. Sore kamoshirenai omoeru muzukashii, ga watakushi imadani setsunai. Tada ageru watushi aru jikan ni uketoru ue soko. Nande kaneru soko miru waga koibito taishite soko? Michitariru yoshi? Yoshi?! Watashi makoto soko.

I placed the words on Japanese since I figured no one would be able to crack this. Or at least, I think they wouldn't be able to. I hope. Well, when you actually read it in kanji, it's rather warped and incomprehensible. I don't know. Haha. But for me, the meaning is undeniably clear.

Labels: angel, beats, enthusiasm, random, school