What if you like a person and yet there's never really a chance for you to show him that you like him? What if you're truly so near to each other, but you don't want to ruin the relationship, no matter how familial or formal it is? (I'm not refering to any cousin or any relative okay? It's just that he's almost like family since our families are close. I'm not refering to any classmate either.) What if after all this time, you're going in a direction that you're bracing to face all because of that person. What if you're willing to do something you're not so good at just to get close to that person? What if even if you saw him walking with a girl when you're sitting in the window table in Jolibee and he saw you and you saw him and you're both hesitating to say hello?

What if he knows all about your feeling for him and yet, you're not too sure if he really know or not? What if you're secretly fantasizing you'll meet again in some way when you're already working and has stable jobs? Will you finally have the chance to see each other not as a little sister or older brother but something otherwise? Will he feel something? Just a little bit; some kind of spark? Because I find it unfair if after all this time that you've harbored something so strong, he'll not feel at all. There's gotta be some way that the heart can convey what it feels to another person right? Even if you don't say it, doesn't one just feel it?

What if you've honestly prayed for this person to enter your life the way you want him to be, and you absolutely have no clue if God will give him to you? What this person makes you want to be someone better, someone worthy, someone great? Isn't that how things are supposed to be? "Cause you bring out the best in me?" Isn't that enough?

I just wish we'll meet again and he can finally say hi to me. Not just as an older brother greeting a younger sister... We'll see. I'm just a high school junior. But this school year, I'm turning into a senior. I finally get to graduate high school. I just remembered now when I my heartache before has reached it's peak and I felt like I seriously couldn't move anymore, I wished so badly that I could graduate from this hell hole of a school life already. I felt that college would be able to give me the freedom from all anxiety that I needed. Then, I could work hard alone and reach my goals for my own good. Time to work even harder now. :) Aja!

What if you like a person and yet there's never really a chance for you to show him that you like him? What if you're truly so near to each other, but you don't want to ruin the relationship, no matter how familial or formal it is? (I'm not refering to any cousin or any relative okay? It's just that he's almost like family since our families are close. I'm not refering to any classmate either.) What if after all this time, you're going in a direction that you're bracing to face all because of that person. What if you're willing to do something you're not so good at just to get close to that person? What if even if you saw him walking with a girl when you're sitting in the window table in Jolibee and he saw you and you saw him and you're both hesitating to say hello?

What if he knows all about your feeling for him and yet, you're not too sure if he really know or not? What if you're secretly fantasizing you'll meet again in some way when you're already working and has stable jobs? Will you finally have the chance to see each other not as a little sister or older brother but something otherwise? Will he feel something? Just a little bit; some kind of spark? Because I find it unfair if after all this time that you've harbored something so strong, he'll not feel at all. There's gotta be some way that the heart can convey what it feels to another person right? Even if you don't say it, doesn't one just feel it?

What if you've honestly prayed for this person to enter your life the way you want him to be, and you absolutely have no clue if God will give him to you? What this person makes you want to be someone better, someone worthy, someone great? Isn't that how things are supposed to be? "Cause you bring out the best in me?" Isn't that enough?

I just wish we'll meet again and he can finally say hi to me. Not just as an older brother greeting a younger sister... We'll see. I'm just a high school junior. But this school year, I'm turning into a senior. I finally get to graduate high school. I just remembered now when I my heartache before has reached it's peak and I felt like I seriously couldn't move anymore, I wished so badly that I could graduate from this hell hole of a school life already. I felt that college would be able to give me the freedom from all anxiety that I needed. Then, I could work hard alone and reach my goals for my own good. Time to work even harder now. :) Aja!