Well anyway. It would have been more comfortable to write if people don't barge in the computer area in here and they would give me the courtesy of not peering in the computer screen of my computer for they would see me typing up my innermost darkest secrets. Not that I'm actually writing secrets. It's just that I'm particularly depressed this day (although it's not at all obvious with my demeanor because I think both my fingers and my thoughts are both numb so I can't feel anything at all) and I don't want people being privy to my life when they aren't even supposed to care. The natural tendency of a person when he or she is undergoing a lot of dilemmas in life is to find a single person who would at least sympathize with whatever that person is going through. I've been through that but trust me, it doesn't really work out for anyone because sometimes, confidantes aren't all what they're supposed to be. People aren't that sympathetic nowadays.

Well anyway. It would have been more comfortable to write if people don't barge in the computer area in here and they would give me the courtesy of not peering in the computer screen of my computer for they would see me typing up my innermost darkest secrets. Not that I'm actually writing secrets. It's just that I'm particularly depressed this day (although it's not at all obvious with my demeanor because I think both my fingers and my thoughts are both numb so I can't feel anything at all) and I don't want people being privy to my life when they aren't even supposed to care. The natural tendency of a person when he or she is undergoing a lot of dilemmas in life is to find a single person who would at least sympathize with whatever that person is going through. I've been through that but trust me, it doesn't really work out for anyone because sometimes, confidantes aren't all what they're supposed to be. People aren't that sympathetic nowadays.